The ice has vanished from the smoldering
stream, weeping fingers of winter slid
from the splintered trees.
The canyon I am learning through my feet
is secretive and full, its bluefire gifting
the swelling city and lake. Spring is late
here and melancholy…
this morning a mountain lion leapt
down the narrow road
looking for something to kill.
My child is troubled with fears
of abandonment. How will you find me
if I am lost here, or here? She pushes
her face into the wind,
perhaps remembering another rush
of air, a freefall, an entry of blood, water
I learned early the limits of love.
Children can only be given the residue
of a heart struggling to heal itself,
the remainder of a spirit seared with passion
And does it matter if I croon to this child
I will never leave your bright eyes, your
sturdy little body?
She knows a lie. She
must turn from the hunter,
with lilacs in her teeth.